When it all hits you. The last 5 years have finally caught up to you, and you're exhausted. It hit me like a ton of bricks the other day.
So many life changes are happening right now. Many that should have been acknowledged 2 years, 3 years ago, and others that are so recent its like someone just slapped me.
I never realized that making my own decisions for myself and tried not to do that based off of other peoples thoughts or feelings about it would be so hard. But it is. And I'm exhausted.